I've finished my internship on Friday. And it is nothing less than a great experience. My last day was filled with its share of good and bad. The weather on that day was horrible, with rain and wind all day long. Actually, all of NZ was raining and wet and cold on that day. But the day eventually ended well. I've finished up my work earlier than expected. And I received an offer for a graduate position in Feb 2010. Considering the economic climate, having a job is a great blessing from God.
But if I sign the contract, it would be staying here. Overseas. Again. Away from family. Again. For God knows how long this time.
We know not the paths that we should tread. Only God has been there. That is why He is called the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last; the author and finisher of our faith. I'm still not absolutely sure that this is the right decision. I don't think I've ever been sure of the major decisions that I've made, except for one: to live under the light of His glorious face, to surrender my all to Him who provides ultimate salvation and unending love.
So I don't know.
But what I do know is this: University. One last time.
The Song of Miriam
In your unfailing love you will lead the people who have redeemed
In your strength you will guide them to your holy dwelling
....
You will bring them in and plant them on the mountain of your inheritance
the place, O LORD, that you have made for your dwelling
the sanctuary, O LORD, your hands established.
The LORD will reign forever and ever.
