I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I'll stand
My soul, Lord, to you surrended
All I have is yours
It has been a really tiring and busy 1st week of university. Having inadequate and expensive technology doesn't help. The Internet connection that I'm using here is really expensive because it is the same network used in uni (15 cents per MB) and it's full of bugs and printing is 10 cents per page. I can't use MSN messenger for the past few days, and when trying to fix the problem (apparently the problem is the proxy server, why am I not surprised), I crashed my computer so bad that I can't access any website out of VUW now. Great. So I'm updating this blog on a uni computer. I didn't call my family for a whole week and was really sorry to get a phone call from my dad saying "WHY DIDN'T CALL YOUR MOM FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK?" (ok maybe not in that harsh a tone.) Aikz. Sorry if it feels like I'm ignoring any of you (Maaf banyak banyak lah Sakin. Bukan sengaja =p). I just haven't been able to sign in MSN, meaning that my social life with people out of Wellington has just been put on hold. Sigh..
There's only 5 more weeks left to the end of the 2nd trisemester. Oh the pain that I still have to go through. The final exam timetables will be out soon.
On a happier note, I led worship for the very first time in my life last lifegroup. YAAY! With the help of the leaders, the members, and of course, little boy Melvyn, who is probably the reason why I look older than I should (He's gonna kill me if he reads this) on the guitar, Shrek (Shrek is Fiona's guitar and I played it during worship. Shrek has been upgraded to the same level as human beings) and with the awesome guidance from God, I pulled it off. Phew. The session wasn't long, but it did represent something significant to me, because gospel music is something that I love. I may not be really good at it compared to other musically talented people out there, but I'm glad that God was willing to use a very incompetent and little me to do His works. I recognised my limited power and talent, and realised that around me there are so many others who can do what I'm doing so much better than I can. Sometimes it gets me down, because it felt like God has chosen the wrong person. But then, He's God. God is never wrong. So I don't really know what He sees in me. I don't think I ever will. But all the same, I'm glad I did it. And I wanna do it again. Haha..
School starts again tomorrow. I have a massive pimple on my face just waiting to turn into Mt Ruapehu. I hope I can get back on MSN and redeem my social circle!
Till then...
